I believe God revealed the meaning of the dream to me.
For fun, I usually write out my "own" interpretation just to see how far off I am. I will admit, my version sounds pretty good until I learn God's version. Then I just seem silly. This one, is no different.
From me: I believe that I was at the old house because it was what I was used to. The premature baby was the next child I was going to adopt and the fact is that my love will literally bring him or her "back to life." Sounds about right...
From God: The old house represents the "securities" that I have that are NOT in HIM!!! YIKES. In the dream I recognized that because I realized that the tenants were angry about us being there. God showed me that I cling to the things that have given me security and am unwilling to let go of them. He showed me that I am on a difficult path and there will be hard things in my future, as hard as severe illness or birthing a baby. Through all of this I cannot cannot cannot go back. I need to not look back, but know that my love for HIM and HIS love for me with bring to life the life he has for me. To me there is nothing more precious (besides God) than a newborn baby. What He has for me is THAT great! How GREAT is our God???
I am so thankful for this gift. I am so glad that my own interpretation isn't the truth, but that God chooses to speak to me and show me His meaning and will. I love that He loves me enough to show me these things to strengthen my faith.
Romans 1:11 - 12 For I long to see you, that I may impart to you some spiritual gift to strengthen you that is, that we may be mutually encouraged by each other’s faith, both yours and mine.
