The Desert

I was just thinking...

So many times, we say something like "This is just my time in the desert." or "I must be in the desert."  Usually, this is "Christian-ese" meaning, "I am in a bad spot" or a "waiting period."  It implies that it is a time when God is distant and we are waiting on HIM to act on our behalf.

As you know, I have been pondering the image of success and affluence lately.  I am thought a lot about what it means to have plenty, be blessed, etc...  I have realized that although we have an abundance of material possessions, we are impoverished spiritually. 

These two thoughts entered my mind today and even before today and have been mingling together in there like a stew.  If we say "...time in the desert" to mean that we are waiting or hurting, how does that fit in Biblically with the actual reference.

In Exodus, the Israelites were jammin' out of captivity.  God provided for them the Pillar of Fire by night and a Pillar of clouds by day.  Then, after a lot of whining, God provided food that they had to simply pick up and eat. 

I realize that wandering through the desert would be tough  I personally know how it feels to wait for the Lord to reveal something.  I also know now that in the desert, life wouldn't be comfortable.  How much better would it be to already be in the promise land, the land God had for them! 

But, when I think about it again, when I am too comfortable, I may not "see" the pillar of clouds by day or the pillar of fire by night.  I rely on myself to get food instead of looking to God as the provider.  How easy it becomes to be self-reliant.  I realize again that I am living in spiritual poverty.  How much better would it be to give up the physical comforts to have God's daily presence!  To actually SEE HIM!  To be fed by HIS hand!  To daily experience the miracles He chose to perform.  And yet, they complained.  I know I would have too.  I already do and I have so much.  It seems impossible, but it is true. 

I realize that some people are referring to the time after the rebellion (Numbers 14) when the Israelites are in big trouble for doubting, but I think I like to reflect on the time of wandering from Egypt.  I Pray Pray Pray that God would choose to reveal Himself to me today and everyday.  I pray that I am willing to give up the physical comforts for HIS presence!  What could compare?