We walked through the lanes of "Fright Fest" at Discovery Kingdom this weekend. Not on purpose. We went for a cheerleading competition and the fact that "Fright Fest" existed was not on my radar. As we navigated through the park, avoiding the scariest routes, my little guy noticed some frightful decorations and displays. Passing us to get to the performance areas were more costume wearing "zombies." The festivities honored the name. It was repulsive to me, but very frightening for my littlest two, especially Emilio.
As we walked, I was diligently previewing the upcoming visual displays being sure to distract Emilio as often as possible. There were times, however that there was simply no where to look except at Kevin, his dad. I would say to him, "Emilio, just look at your dad. Keep your eyes focused on him and you won't even see the scary stuff. Just don't look anywhere but at your daddy." Emilio did. He watched his dad like crazy and when he looked away, he quickly covered his eyes and refocused them back on Kevin. When he was looking at Kevin he felt happy and safe but as soon as he turned to look away, he was scared.
Everyday God uses these precious treasures to teach me just what God wants me to know. Of course, the common theme lately: The Move. I am scared. I am also scared about having a big family, about adopting again, etc. So, where do my eyes need to be focused? On my Heavenly Daddy. If I keep my eyes there, not look to the "left or the right" I will not be afraid. I can feel happy and safe and satisfied. If I allow myself to glance around. I will be scared. God asks me to keep my eyes on Him. I am so thankful! Psalm 121:1-2 I lift up my eyes to the hills—where does my help come from? My help comes from the LORD the Maker of heaven and earth.
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